Online Dating Dead...

So a while ago....I started online dating. And there were a few bugs but I found someone really awesome.


Well, things were going great for a few weeks......but now....not so much.
Now it feels like he doesn't even care. And with my little to no experience in the romance department, I have no idea how to make it last. I think I'm gonna lose this awesome person and there is nothing I can really do.

My small fairy tail is ending before it really even began.

The story of my sucky love life

The name of this page is kinda depressing but in my case it is very true. I love to read and I love watching movies. Being a girl, I stereotypically like reading romances and watching Rom-Coms. And sadly because I am so shy and insecure I have never really had a boyfriend. And subsequently based most of my dating advice from these books and movies (didn't have the womanly support most girls did growing up). Anyway, my romantic life sucks. Middle and High School were not very kind to me especially in the boy department.

Here is the run down of my pathetic love life....

My first infatuation was with someone I met on online chat room. 

I did not get my first boyfriend until I was 17. 

He was......it is too embarrassing to tell you computer people. 

I was the rebound for one of my friends.......who I am no longer friends with.

I dated a 32 year old taxi driver..... I just turned 19.....

Yeah, the break down makes me feel more depressed T.T.....also..this could be the start of an awesome Rom-Com itself looking at it. Hmmmmm. I can feel the muses singing to me.....

Anyway...this is the story of my sucky love life.